Sovereign Thoughts On Miscarriage

Sovereign Thoughts On Miscarriage

I know miscarriages can be heartbreaking though mine wasn't. They are so common I wish more people would talk about them.

Yesterday my friend and I concluded that, at some point this past month, we both likely experienced a miscarriage.

“I’m so sorry this happened to you.” She said with full compassion.

“No need to be sorry,” I replied. “I mean, if anything, we are closer than we were before.”

I don’t feel sorry because...

I know there are spiritual reasons why souls choose to incarnate, even if only for a brief period of time. I don't need to know why, I just need to trust the process.

Also, I don’t feel sorry because:

I know 100% that I’m going to get pregnant and have a healthy baby (babies!)

How do I know?

My intuition. I just know. Like I knew I would find my dream home even though everything was looking pretty bleak.

I can already feel it happening.

My certainty is locked in.

I know miscarriages can be heartbreaking though mine wasn't. They are so common I wish more people would talk about them.

In the brief week or two when I was pregnant it changed me as a person.

I created a closer connection with this little spirit who is coming through.

I realized how happy and how ready I am to have children.

I became even more solid and confident that everything is happening at the perfect time.

This loss has only solidified my certainty and my desire.

For this, I'm so grateful.

This was a deeply personal post, I hope it helps someone.

Anna Tsui